So, it’s been four months since I’ve written anything. My Dad is dead and I’ve put my dog down. I sit alone most days doing nothing. I have a part-time job doing office cleaning but don’t accomplish much otherwise. After caring for others for ten years I feel stuck and just out of sorts. As if I time traveled to a place and was just dumped there and I’m not sure what to do. I started drinking couple weeks ago after being sober for months. Obviously I have a problem and am an alcoholic. My social worker gave me an AA meeting book and would like me to check out some meetings. I am still in the thinking about it phase. I just wanted to check back in and say hi and hopefully do it again before too long.